The journey begins

Our children left on Monday afternoon at 12:23 p.m. They are embarking on an incredible journey to the Dominican Republic where a new lifestyle is waiting. They will encounter a new language, new culture, and new surroundings. They know that this is where God has called them and we are behind them 100%.

I am not going to lie and tell you that tears have not been shed. It is a loss for we as family and friends. But I can also tell you that with the sadness there has been an overwhelming sense of peace in my heart. I KNOW that the DR is where God wants David and Aleah, I KNOW that He has equipped them to do what they are called for, and most importantly I KNOW that God has them in His hand and will watch over them. Comforting truths to those who are grieving the miles separating us from those we love.

From the moment I woke up on Tuesday morning until I went to bed I had many evidences of people caring about how I was handling the departure. Texts, phone calls, dinner and a movie with Karen and Susie, treats and a evening visit from Peg. So many that care about ME through the transition time. Even with the overwhelming peace I felt, i also was struggling with insecurities and doubt. "Was I ever going to be needed by my daughter again" and "Was the love we shared lost now across the miles that separate us?". As the doubts rocked my world I suddenly saw them for what they were, lies Satan wanted me to believe. The deceiver didn't like the peace I felt so he attacked me at my most vulnerable point. That being the value I place on being a mom. The good news is that I saw that ploy and did my best not to dwell on it. SO thankful for the peace of placing our children in God's hand. I am working on the issues of self doubt but know that I must lean on God for my security and position as His child first and foremost.

I will tell you the text I received this morning was priceless. "We are here safe and sound, but very tired."
The journey begins....for all of us.